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You're not alone Your friends stand beside you as your anger explodes Energy rising inside and words deride following along mobbing hearts  combine.. mental warpath a target for life!! a solemn commitment no room "for her" in sight! Empathy suspended,  Its time to FIGHT! NLM 

A Modern Day Vision, as.. I do Get Them  This morning I woke up from a terrifying nightmare trying to catch my breath. My heart raced and sweat covered my body. The dream had immersed me into an unforgettable and paralyzing state of dread and terror. After initially struggling to make sense of what was happening, I soon recovered my senses and calmed down, trying to understand what had happened. The nightmare in "set" in a modern-day dystopia and I am "inside" another person thing. I can feel 'It's' near-fatal wounds all over.. 'It's/My' body lying in a bed in a medical facility. 'It'/I was waiting to see a professional, fearful that my life was ending. As I waited in suspense, I kept hearing this rattlesnake shake. That sound sent waves of terror through me. The rattlesnake shake sound is impending punishment for 'It'. For the justice over the 'bad things' 'It' had done. (Break from the dream) I thought it

22 Stages of Relationship Between An Empath and A Narcissist  By  The Minds Journal Editorial  The empath gets attracted to a narcissist.  Their relationship  starts. Empath loves deeply and unconditionally. They feel emotionally fulfilled even though the narcissist plays no role to develop a stronger bond. The empath feels satisfied and thinks their love is reciprocated just by being around the narcissist. 2  The empath gets the false notion that they have finally met the kind of love that people don’t find even once. Narcissist affirms this by creating an illusion that leads the empath to believe that what they have is special. The empath feels a deep bond that is almost impossible to break free. 3  Sometimes it appears that the narcissist wants this relationship as much as the empath. Actually, what they want is someone who invests their time, energy and love and is in their complete control.  4  As the time will pass, the  narcissist  will make the empath fe

Top Five Signs Someone Likes me, with Romantic Playlist ".. .And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.." Gibral Being single on and off through my life, I've dated men from different backgrounds and have   discovered their true feelings  through a   universal language called chemistry,  mimpathy, or ghosting. I found the signs and signals, that encourage love, and will share  my top five most  adored ways I know someone likes me. Are you ready? Lets ride ... youtu.be/RF0HhrwIwp0 Kings of Leon,"Sex on Fire" #5  Honesty The light of truth is burning up transcendentally and I can smell it, taste it, feel it.  Whenever there is a budding romantic relationship, it is driven by honesty. The fire we feel is fed by our honest declarations , baring our vulnerable parts to another. If we are  being honest, then affection will be broadcasted by actions, thoughts, feelings.  S

If you are thinking you want to stop using, but can't seem to make the change, here are some pointers that I've learned throughout my lifetime. 1. Find a medical detox you can go to. These places will separate you from the drugs/alcohol, using medications for a safe way to stop. At the detox, you will sleep and eat, while you detox from use. Look at this time as your beginning to heal and be aligned with your sober ideals, what you want for yourself. Or it can be a time to mourn, letting go of this the lifestyle and the high is hard to swallow for some people. Any way you look at it we all need to focus on our life goals and be free to do so. https://www.centralcityconcern.org/services/health-recovery/hooper-detoxification-center/ https://depaultreatmentcenters.org/programs/adults/detox/ 2.Go get tested. Wherever you are in your disease, you should always get a work up at the Doctors or local clinic. Blood work for STD, HEP C, and HIV testing is your responsibility a

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLRBdr1HZfQ   Mad Season,"I'm Above" So just this very last week, I had two encounters with people I believe to be narcissistic. It has been awhile since I've been aware of and connected to it. Presently, I am to routinely coordinate events with individual #1. It was sudden and I didn't feel ready for it but had to do the deal. The Stress was closing in on me as soon as I talked to him. So I quickly changed my game plans and kept it simple. My part is my focus and I get it handled, that's it. It helps to keep our business minimal for me, thus less stress I'm feeling good about it. My other encounter was with someone I was interested romantically in. We seemed to connect with an 'old soul' vibe. I thought he had really good boundaries and was verbally blessed. The way he was assertive/aggressive about his "boundaries" was something I admired. He was helpful with issues that needed my firm